Being diagnosed with postnatal depression I didn’t think I would still feel the same as I did when my daughter was born and now she nearly 1 year old on Saturday and I don’t feel like it’s getting better . All the anxiety and stress of her being ill all the time or getting ill when she was born and I was dreaming I was planning her funeral . Crying my eye out all the time and i just want Mary again and today all I have done is cry coz am worried like crazy coz my baby got croup and tonsillitis 😭😭😭😭I want it’s all to go away xx