Как пережить Рождество, когда должен быть второй ребенок: история утраты и боли

It's hard to think about how today I should have a 2 year old.

My friend gave me this ornament in a care basket after I lost Baby Oliver. This is the first time we have put up a tree since, and it was hard putting it up knowing I should have two boys celebrating Christmas this year instead of one.