I'm sorry for your loss nobody should have to find her husband like that and I hope you get the help you need and your children do too and I hope you have a support group around you guys and I'm saddened for you that you lost him yesterday and if he had any battling illnesses like depression anxiety or any mental illnesses I'm sorry that he did what he did to himself like that and wish that he would have gotten help praying for your family and you stay strong if you need to message me you can friend me on here and I will be listening ear