Почему я чувствую себя няней, а не мамой?

I've never felt imposter syndrome harder than after having a baby.

I've never felt more like a kid than when I'm taking care of my own.

I feel like the 15 year old babysitter. Like you'd trust her to watch your kid for a couple hours, but you still leave your number on the fridge in case she gets overwhelmed or can't figure out which way to rock him to sleep.

Every day I try my hardest to be a good mom, and every day I'm still drowning in guilt that I'm not doing enough.

I love my son so much and I just constantly feel like I will never measure up to the mom he deserves.

I just hope that one day I do.