Судьба мальчика с гидроцефалией

My sweet boy has been diagnosed with hydrocephalus. He has a build up of fluid on his brain. He has to have brain surgery on Tuesday where a shunt is put through his head, and into his stomach to drain the fluid. He will have this condition for the rest of his life, this will also mean multiple brain surgeries to change the shunt over time. He will always be at risk of it becoming infected. This also means my sweet, precious darling boy is permanently brain damaged and possibly blind. Since being born his eyes have always shaken side to side, up and down and in a circular motion. I was told when he was born multiple times it is normal for a baby to do this with their eyes, I said plenty of times this is not normal, I have five children and they have never done this. He doesn’t smile, no baby sounds, he doesn’t engage. His reflexes aren’t what they should be. I am beyond heart broken. I can’t believe my baby boy is going through this. I am sick with worry about this surgery. Honestly, I can’t believe any of this is happening. Please pray for my baby boy