Как пережить сложную неделю: день рождения мамы, суд по ребенку и страх перед абьюзером?

Good morning beautiful moms its tuesday im pushing myself to get up and go this week is hard my mother second b day without her is this week and my child visitation court date is this week they might take the supervised visita away making me closer ro that man who trully isnt kind ! Puttin my kid in his arms without me to protect so why did i leave him for abuse when im going back to square one around him ?