Не знаю, как быть! Angel tree, помощь на Рождество для детей и беременность, срок поджимает, что делать?

Every year I do the Angel tree to help my kids with Christmas! I took the classes this year but haven’t heard from them and now I think the deadline is over for me to get help with Christmas even though the Salvation Army is the ones that call me to come in and get everything done paperwork wise and I haven’t heard anything. I’ve been trying to find help getting Christmas for my kids and unborn child that is due in 5 or less weeks. I’m struggling and depressed and emotionally just can’t take all this right now. I’m high risk pregnancy on top of being a mother to 4 other children. I had to get two doses of the steroid shot to help baby boys lungs develop. I have so much on my mind and my heart and all I want to do is cry. I’m depressed and Christmas is around the corner and my kids don’t have anything. 😞😞😢😢😓