Как я чуть не потеряла себя в 2021 году

2021 taught me it is easy to lose yourself especially as a mother... losing yourself not just because of depression but life itself, between taking care of kids, house work, taking jerri to and from school, then my school work i had lost myself i rarely did my make up i hate to say it but barely found time to shower or even brush my hair, and i rarely got out of my pjs (yes i'd take and pick up jerri from school in my pjs) and some days never eating. during all this i never realized it but one night it hit me that i had done lost who i was because i was so busy taking care of everyone and everything else and that needed to change...

this morning instead of going back to bed or doing chores after dropping off jerri at school i came home took a shower, got dressed in actual clothes not pjs, put on a lil make up, and actual sat down and ate something.... i refuse to let myself get in that hole again and decided 2022 i will start putting myself first sometimes even if it's simple things to make me feel human