Before I begin my venting yet again. Thank you for listening.

I’m glad Zay has a full 6 hour school day at the end of the week. I feel like I’ve been ran over by the sandman and Mother Nature together at the same time. I feel like crap today, I hurt from the waist down. I haven’t gotten out of bed except to get something to drink and I’ll get up shortly for my door dash order once I figure out what that’s gonna be.

I think this is my stress and depressive response to everything that’s gone on in the past two weeks. I refuse to stop myself sometimes because I feel like there’s always so much to be done. That feeling is very heightened right now because I need to move before I have surgery and figure out operating my business and pop ups while recovering for 3-6 months. When I get like this, sometimes my body just stops so I’m forced to because my stubborn ass won’t.

Straight up, I’m tired, I’m depressed that life keeps kicking my ass but hey, life goes on. I’ll set a timer and be up and back working at 6pm...

Something positive: I added a few smudge sticks back to the Etsy store. I made two batches yesterday and figured since I’m feeling this way today, I’ll split them between my Sunday pop up and my Etsy store. Next week I’ll be making more.