My anxiety has been through the roof. Found out that My Son's Father was murdered by His friends instead of overdose because His Mother finally told Me everything..I cant get it off My mind but there's also a history of domestic violence He did to Me so Im trying to push it out of My mind & by Son I mean My 6 year old Son's Father but its very hard. They are taking My Aunt off Life Support today and the thought of that is making Me anxious as well. Im 39 weeks pregnant today and I just feel so anxiety ridden and a little overwhelmed.. hopefully some good news comes from My Physician today regarding Labor and Delivery. Also I feel so overwhelmed knowing Baby Boy will be here next week or the week after. Im a trainwreck of emotions.. wish I could get a break. I was scared to deliver My 4th baby but that fear left when I was in so much pain I just wanted Her out. Well here's number 5 and even though I feel better in these final weeks I still find fear creeping upon Me. What can I do to calm My troubled Mind?