I'm sorry for writing on here but I'm trying so hard to stay strong for my OH..I need to write this because i need to…

It’s a hard time when someone passes especially when your so close to them🥺it’s still so “raw” if you like as it’s only been 2 weeks! Take time out and grieve. As everyone grieves in their own ways and at different stages! I hope your okay and I’m thinking of you and your family at this hard time❤️

Can always give me a message if you ever need to chat xx

I know exactly how you're feeling. We lost my mother in law in July last year, after only finding out her cancer had returned 3 weeks before so it was a huge shock. Like you, she was a big part of my life after knowing her 15 years. It will be very hard but I can honestly say time helps. I think about my mother in law daily and there are more difficult days than others but time is a healer. My husband didn't take it well so I had to stay strong and let him deal with it in his own way. Again, like you, I'm gutted for my girls, but we often talk about Mama and soon after she passed away, my daughter kept bringing her up memories of her. It is so hard to understand you'll never see him again, 7 months on and I still find it difficult to understand..but things will get easier with time. So sorry you're going through this. Hope you and your husband are okay xx