I feel so down & discouraged. I love my son more than anything and I’ve been blaming myself for him being early at 23 weeks! I’m a stay at home mom and I get disability once a month. Nobody understands how hard is it to think about working with him having to do therapy 4 times a week & having to take him to the lung, eye, stomach and heart doctor and pediatrician! I hate having to ask for anything from anyone because people have thrown things back in my face when I had a good job at Labcorp & NEVER asked a soul for anything. At times I just cry my eyes out because I am trying to be the best mother I can be & keep my depression & anxiety under control