well what can I say God is blessing me with a third kid I love being a mommy yes it's hard but it will get better in the name of Jesus Christ I am not married but I am with the father of my kids we have been together since 2014 we have hit rock bottom hard but we have lifted ourselves up in 2016 not knowing I was pregnant I was admitted to the ER because I was in labor and was not aware of it I was 24 weeks 6 months pregnant with a boy I fought for him for 45 days and the NICU I woke up one morning and God spoke to me it was time to let my baby fly that was the hardest decision I have ever made in my life we cremated him and that took a whole month a month after that unfortunately I was 2 months pregnant with my little girl she is now a year old and brings me so much joy she's my little gumball her dad and I or should I say their dad and I split up for a good... about I would say.. 7 months come to find out at 27 weeks I was pregnant again LOL and we do not know the sex we are thinking about or should I say I am thinking about keeping it a surprise until it's time to give birth