I have given birth 4 times and besides the first 2 I have been so nervous to labor & deliver and I have no idea why and it's usually a quick 3 pushes for Me and then Baby is out but this time I'm more anxious than I was with Ava and this Baby is weighing alot less than Her. As I think about it and what My birthing experience will be is scaring and stressing Me out especially because I'm going to ask them to tie My tubes this time! I'm excited for a Newborn Baby because they are so snuggly and cute and I will cherish the moment but it just freaks Me out to know that in 4 months I will be giving birth for the 5th and final time and it's tearing Me up!😭😭🙏🏾🙏🏾🥰🥰🤰🏾