


For a little over 3 years I’ve been working so hard on myself. Not just the physical part which is what the photos show. I’ve been working to build self love and be proud of what I’ve accomplished. I started this at 6 months post delivery with Scarlett she was my 4th and last baby. I hated looking in the mirror and I hate how I felt about myself. So my friend and I signed up for beachbody and started this process together each doing different programs but still keeping each other on track. 2 years ago I decided to become a coach so I could help others not feel how I felt but it also kept me going. To this day the ladies I coach motivate me to work harder and I hope I do the same for them. I know a lot of people would have lost this weight in the time I’ve been doing this but my body just doesn’t do that. I have hormone issues, and so much more that make it difficult but I still sweat at least an hour a day and I eat healthy. My blood work thankfully shows that. Don’t let someone else’s journey dictate your own. I never compare myself to anyone except myself. That keeps me sane but also dedicated.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I bit the bulletin and bought a few bikini tops. I haven’t worn a bikini top since before having kids but I’m doing it this year. I’ve been working so hard on myself with working out and eating better. I’m also just feeling more comfortable in my own skin. I have some saggy skin and stretch marks but ya know what I’ve seen worse at the beach haha. I’m proud of myself for this!! I’m owning my belly this summer!!! F it ya know?
TMI.... Maybe?
Are there ladies out there that pleasure themselves and enjoy it?? Lately sex hasn't been doing me any justice and my SO can't bring me to finish. Its been really irritating and upsetting me. ? I have a toy (the rabbit) but I don't enjoy doing it myself and my SO starts doing for me than ends up letting me do it myself. Lol I guess I should start doing it when im alone?? I don't know.. And all the positions me and SO been trying are just so uncomfortable as I am 20 weeks along. A...
So Dr has sent me in to do labs because I mentioned to him how itchy I’ve been these last couple of days. Any other moms gone through this before? He mentioned if something came up in my blood we’d have to do my section sooner than what it is scheduled for.
i wanna post something debatable on here but i’ve already been banned once so imma keep my mouth shut & my opinion to myself🙊😂
Keep it up! The road ahead is always long and we must continue to work hard but it's the "look backs" like this that remind us how far we have traveled and by which we may measure our success..