Mom guilt is hard.
I’m sick, pushed through all day taking care of the kids. Rob got home from work and told me to go lay down and I totally broke down crying because I felt so bad and guilty laying down while he took care of the kids.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Never feel bad about that hun, I know its hard not to But if you are unwell except the help always. As moms we also need a break from our kids took me sometime to realize that its okay to ask for help and accept it.
Always remember you are number one, take care of you first; because if you are not okay then how can you be okay to take care of anyone else.
Hope you Feel better soon