I've cried uncontrollably this evening. I have a lot of instability in my life right now. Picking LO up from nursery I realised I hadn't seen his key worker for a long time. I dont see many staff as we have to drop off at the outside door. So I asked where she is and they said she has left. She was my LOs key worker from the age of 6 months to 2.5
I absolutely broke down. It wasn't told to parents, via another source I found out she was being treated very badly
But I feel like I've lost my LOs family member
He has been telling me every day he cant wait to see her, and every evening he tells me she went home and every night before bed he says he misses her and I had no idea she had actually left and I kept saying it's ok you will see her tomorrow I feel so awful for him
I've actually got a mutual friend in real life and she kindly let her know I'd let to get in touch and she was happy to hear from me! Feel so much better, sounds daft but had such a hard week felt like such a bad mom not knowing my Lo was really missing her
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
Can you find her on Facebook? Maybe private message and see if you could meet up?