I sobbed for an hour last night cause the usually simple tasks of going upstairs to bed was longer…

I sobbed for an hour last night cause the usually simple tasks of going upstairs to bed was longer and more painful than usual, can't take a shower so my hubby had to wash my hair in the sink and I used baby wipes to clean myself...couldn't get comfortable in bed...going to the bathroom is an ordeal now...the cast is tight, itchy and hurting me...I hate it so damn much...I wanna rip it to shreds... 😭😠😤