It's not even funny on how emotionally and physically drained I'm feeling, never in my life have I…

It's not even funny on how emotionally and physically drained I'm feeling, never in my life have I felt like this every day is just a battle, I'm hurting the pain I'm in from the hips down is unbelievable, my iron is really low, after being told of the doctor at hospital that he didnt think I was anaemic until my bloods proved him wrong my bp is high heart rates high waiting on tests and back and fourth to hospital every week to get monitored, I've got a 3 year old that has bound of engery and dosent listen to a word I say, I've got bf that just dosent seem interested in how I'm feeling a d isnt really helping with our daughter i feel like running away and hinding for years on the plus side 3 month to go till little man arrives, I'm sorry about the rant but a just feel like a need someone to at least understand how I'm feeling. I really wanted to enjoy this pregnancy as I've decided im not having anymore children after this, and ive never felt so ill and drained 😔😪