So the suicidal thought are back, I almost wrecked my car last night. I think it’s time to get help. I have no help in my personal life and at this point I really want to die, death is on my mind 24/7 and it’s not healthy. What would you guys recommend psychologist or psychiatrist. I don’t know how much more I can hold on.
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the lord my soul to leave,
And when I die before I wake,
Pray my daughter sees better days
The plays on repeat in my head all day and night.