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Zyinskymomlovesu1816
Zyinskymomlovesu1816
Мама двоих (2 года, 3 года)

I blame my mother for everything that's wrong with me I feel like if I hadn't experienced abuse as a child then a lot of…

I blame my mother for everything that's wrong with me I feel like if I hadn't experienced abuse as a child then a lot of this feelings and emotions wouldn't be trying to drive me crazy then there is apart of me that wants to know what was she going through that made it so bad to do what she did either way I'm living with the consequences of her decision on a mentally physically and emotionally level that is overwhelming. That comes with a lot of anxiety these last couple years really been trying to do some self healing meditation n yoga and self love to get peace of mind and move on but the Enemy stays busy but I got stay even more busy can't let him win a take away what I work so hard for my family n myself

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callatelaboca

callatelaboca

You are doing what you're supposed to do working hard so you keep doing that girl, When we go through these thing's as a child we can either hold on to them and let them make our lives as adults toxic or take it as a learning experience to do better. Learn to let go of it for your own peace of mind, don't let what happened to you in the past define who you can become in the present

anicole3285

Amanda

Мама троих детей

Have you tried speaking to her about it and therapy? People dont realize how you'd childhood some of things stay with you. Good or bad. I have some things from my childhood that I question everyday and will never get good the truth. I've come to the conclusion that it's ok because I turned out good. And th es parents who raised me is why I amxtoday and if I would stay in the situation I was before. I wouldn't be where I am today. Yes Its heartbreaking and sad and you just want to know why but it is what it is. Therapy could probably help you alot

zyinskymomloveu1816

Zyinskymomlovesu1816

Мама двоих (2 года, 3 года)

Thanks you ladies your words mean a lot got me crying again therapy and medication thinking about it makes me anxious that's why I do a lot of meditating and natural things to help me cope and getting out my head helps I also journal so I'm doing the work it just some days are harder then other put ive came so. Far from sever postpartum depression OCD now anxiety but I'm stronger because of it my kids changd my life I love them so much

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?