I blame my mother for everything that's wrong with me I feel like if I hadn't experienced abuse as a child then a lot of this feelings and emotions wouldn't be trying to drive me crazy then there is apart of me that wants to know what was she going through that made it so bad to do what she did either way I'm living with the consequences of her decision on a mentally physically and emotionally level that is overwhelming. That comes with a lot of anxiety these last couple years really been trying to do some self healing meditation n yoga and self love to get peace of mind and move on but the Enemy stays busy but I got stay even more busy can't let him win a take away what I work so hard for my family n myself
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Have you tried speaking to her about it and therapy? People dont realize how you'd childhood some of things stay with you. Good or bad. I have some things from my childhood that I question everyday and will never get good the truth. I've come to the conclusion that it's ok because I turned out good. And th es parents who raised me is why I amxtoday and if I would stay in the situation I was before. I wouldn't be where I am today. Yes Its heartbreaking and sad and you just want to know why but it is what it is. Therapy could probably help you alot
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Wow what a lame ass she thought kush is a good thing n told me to do research well I hope she sees my damn post anything that alters your state of mind is a drug
I’m genuinely trying to do this self soothing thing. She’s screaming even though she’s clean, dry and fed, her temperatures fine. She screamed for at least 10 minutes 😩😩I had to just go on about my business. It’s not easy😩😩but it had to be done
Thanks you ladies your words mean a lot got me crying again therapy and medication thinking about it makes me anxious that's why I do a lot of meditating and natural things to help me cope and getting out my head helps I also journal so I'm doing the work it just some days are harder then other put ive came so. Far from sever postpartum depression OCD now anxiety but I'm stronger because of it my kids changd my life I love them so much