Thanks you ladies your words mean a lot got me crying again therapy and medication thinking about it makes me anxious that's why I do a lot of meditating and natural things to help me cope and getting out my head helps I also journal so I'm doing the work it just some days are harder then other put ive came so. Far from sever postpartum depression OCD now anxiety but I'm stronger because of it my kids changd my life I love them so much

Have you tried speaking to her about it and therapy? People dont realize how you'd childhood some of things stay with you. Good or bad. I have some things from my childhood that I question everyday and will never get good the truth. I've come to the conclusion that it's ok because I turned out good. And th es parents who raised me is why I amxtoday and if I would stay in the situation I was before. I wouldn't be where I am today. Yes Its heartbreaking and sad and you just want to know why but it is what it is. Therapy could probably help you alot

You are doing what you're supposed to do working hard so you keep doing that girl, When we go through these thing's as a child we can either hold on to them and let them make our lives as adults toxic or take it as a learning experience to do better. Learn to let go of it for your own peace of mind, don't let what happened to you in the past define who you can become in the present