Aw I’m sorry momma. Happy birthday. Can u maybe visit your mom? Or like a place she likes to go? Do something that u two used to do together? Def talk with her. Tell her how u feel. Even write it down if you’re a writer. She’s here with u, actually in u and your children. She’s been passed onto each of u in some special way. I hope u do something fun for yourself tomorrow and again happy birthday!!