Today has been a good day! Let this kids play outside with bubbles that goes in a machine, my…

Today has been a good day! Let this kids play outside with bubbles that goes in a machine, my daughter played with her play doe and she and my husband rode around in her toy car. I took my nails off because I’m not going back to the nail salon because we are struggling as it is to help my dad and us struggling financially and this virus going around, so instead I painted my nails a tan color and it looks horrible lol 😂 I have an OB appointment in the morning and I’m exhausted. I also had augury back in September of 2019 to repair the lady parts down below ( perinium and rectum) because of the birth issues with my son which the person who delivered my son saw I was having complications and should have done a c-section but didn’t and being cut to the 4th degree as most of you know and I’m also still having pain with that so I have an appointment Thursday at 3:30 with the person who done my surgery and my son also has occupational therapy at 12:00 that day. We are just going through so much and he also has physical therapy sometime this week just waiting on her to message me for confirmation!

I’ll be 34 weeks Friday! Which means I’ll have 5 weeks to go before my c-section if baby boy doesn’t show up before than! With this dang virus going around no baby shower will be planned which sucks because I don’t really have anything for this baby except a play pen, a few newborn onesies ( 4) and 3 packs of diapers. Since we moved back in with my dad to help him it has been a struggle because of his health and me being high risk pregnancy, me and my husband struggling financially to help my dad. It’s been hard. Our daughter needs clothes and shoes and our son needs needs clothes and shoes and now we are about to have a newborn that I’m excited about just stressing. But I’m keeping my faith and prayers that everything will work out! God works in mysterious ways and in him I’ll trust and believe and keep my faith!!