Ok so sorry in advance but this a TMI .
I’m super paranoid because of 2 prior miscarriages two years ok. Ok, so I just went to the bathroom and there was a tan clump of discharge I wanna say? It was smaller then a quarter. No blood or anything but it worried me. I called the doctor, I’m waiting for a call back. I’m so scared. I hope nothing is wrong. I want this baby so bad. 🥺😔
The nurse called she said it could be old blood from the implantation since I’m still early..... but she said brown is good. As long as it’s not pink or red.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I am sorry for your losses. Sometimes spotting can be completely normal maybe they can test your levels or even do an ultrasound to ease your mind. ❤️