Ok so sorry in advance but this a TMI .
I’m super paranoid because of 2 prior miscarriages two years ok. Ok, so I just went to the bathroom and there was a tan clump of discharge I wanna say? It was smaller then a quarter. No blood or anything but it worried me. I called the doctor, I’m waiting for a call back. I’m so scared. I hope nothing is wrong. I want this baby so bad. 🥺😔
The nurse called she said it could be old blood from the implantation since I’m still early..... but she said brown is good. As long as it’s not pink or red.
Ok now I’m like damn I wish B.B. was still here so I can become a B.B. mom 🤣🤣
I’m super confused I thought this was called mom.life 🤔

I learned it’s ok not to be ok thanks to @leonardsquared, I’m going to try remembering that whenever I feel like I’m failing as a mom because I can’t do the things I used to do.....I’m just sick of feeling sick 😔

So I called my sister to see if she was ok after I seen that she was almost hit on the interstate and then I get this message from her husband. Plus I used Siri to call my sister
OK MOMMIES! ITS TIME! The doctor called and said I have preeclampsia so I got rushed to labor&delivery; at 7pm. I have a tube in me that'll be here all night and in the morning they will use pitocin! Hopefully I deliver by tomorrow. PlZ pray for me!!! 1st baby so I'm super nervous and don't know what to expect! Here it goes!...
I am sorry for your losses. Sometimes spotting can be completely normal maybe they can test your levels or even do an ultrasound to ease your mind. ❤️