Мама сына (5 лет)

In my feelings tonight. Being a single mom is one thing but to be a single mom with the most disrespectful BD ever!…

In my feelings tonight. Being a single mom is one thing but to be a single mom with the most disrespectful BD ever! EVER! And literally makes it a personal goal to try and destroy me mentally and emotionally. I literally keep to myself and make his life easy! I don’t talk shit to him, I don’t act crazy, I let the shit he says roll off my back. But DAMN it’s fucking hurtful. I’m the ONE taking care of Kyson. Without him. Any help from him in any type of way and I’ve accepted that. So why continue to harass me and try to break me and my spirit!!!! I let it go all the time but he goes way to far and it HURTS. Hate doesn’t describe how I feel towards him.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your…

@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer. My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk outside without this information. Children of color are being targeted and killed too. It’s not just adults. I let my son know we treat everyone equally and with respect. I let him know that we love everyone for their differences. In every aspect. Color, race, ethnicity, religion, sexual preference we love everyone.

Enjoying some fun in the sun ☀ Don’t come for me about him not wearing a life jacket. I don’t want to hear it. He was…

Enjoying some fun in the sun ☀ Don’t come for me about him not wearing a life jacket. I don’t want to hear it. He was fine 🙄

I need to ask someone this have you literally regret having a child with someone. I love my daughter with all my heart…

I need to ask someone this have you literally regret having a child with someone. I love my daughter with all my heart but I really regret ever being with her dad.

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an…

So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbroken and had no where to let out this except to you mommies on here that have been so helpful and supportive and positive to me.. I’m sharing a picture of him but he is hooked up to machines.. please keep my baby in your good thoughts & that he’ll pull through.. the most traumatizing experience I’ve ever had & I’m so worried about my little baby..