

Usman: you didn't message me in the morning today...
Me: as I am busy with the kids and my university work I didnt have the time...
Him: your busy every time....
Me: I didn't have the time until now.
Him:you didnt have time for me today wao... u used to text me good morning but now....
Me: laughing out loud inside lol
I THINK Urdu is what they speak. That's what the Usman I know speaks.
Where does he live

but first this is the test I got excited about, I
took it later yesterday morning at only 8dpo.
Did I get excited for nothing? :(
I didn't tell anyone other than preggie and hubby, I showed him the test and he was so happy it breaks my heart. Ik I still have a week before my period is even due so Ik If I was I'm very early but that negative this morning has me honestly crushed! what do you think by this test? what would you have thought? :(
What would you be thinking now if you got a neg the nex...
I'm convinced I'm going to go into labour at any minute.....I'm having contraction but they're stopping and starting. Yesterday i was having contractions all morning then by the time I got to triage to be monitored they stopped. Now this morning I was sat having breakfast with my son and they started again. But more intense and longer lasting this time. My question is do I phone triage now or do I just wait to see what happens. I feel like I'm wasting their time always ringing etc
Well gm Mama's me and my hubby had sex this morning 3 times and today is my ovluation day
I have no friends! ?
I have no actual proper friends! I never go on nights out cos I don't have friends to go with! It doesn't usually bother me but it's starting too! My oh is busy helping his friend move today and then tonight he's out at the boxing with his mates and out after! Rhys is at his dads so it's just me and Isabella! ??

Well I. glad the lack of interest in me is because hes watching porn for the third time when he promised me three times he wouldnt. We have had 3 issues where it lead to him cheatinf before! Im glad I can be ugly. I didnt ask to be made fat and given stretch marks but damnit its our child and things happen.. Im still pretty right? am I?.. I didnt purposely try to look the way I do.. Im pregnant.. its how it works.. I thought I was still good enough. Do I still look okay?.. I keep shaking now..
Now onwards to part 3 lol