cats and babies

My so and I haven't been able to have cats for years. Last year we moved into our own house. So says we can have a cat now.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So Thursday is the day where my husband is getting his sperm checked out to see if we are able to have a baby i hope we can because its been almost two years and its been awhile since we had sex because i just be so down because we cant have a baby and it will be his first

**VENTING***

I have been a stay at home mom for 9 months and I absolutely HATE IT! I want a job, I need to get out of this house. but we can't afford 800$ daycare each month on top of 1,000$ rent. I'm losing it and my husband is too. I have no idea what to do. we cant live off one paycheck. but I can't work without childcare, but if we can't afford childcare than how am I suppose to work?! I'm so lost.

Me and my SO have been living apart for 3 months now he lives in his car and i live with my mom and our son . We will be putting a deposit on a trailer next week I'm so excited to be sleeping with my man again especially with the holidays here ! little man will have his own room and a guest room ! Where do you and ur family live ?