I was so caught up in a Man, I lost myself. I’m suicidal, I’m depressed and I’m lost in a dark space and don’t how to get out. 💔💔💔 how could I do this to myself, to my daughter 💔💔💔
Be a warrior. And stop letting him win by beating yourself up.he wins. Rise up like a Phoenix and remember you got this
I been there. With Kysons dad. It was terrible. Like I couldn’t believe that was my life. He was terrible. I lost myself. I lost 20lbs. I was scared for my life. I didn’t know how I would survive without him. He didn’t let me grow or do things alone so I didn’t know ANYTHING. Then I got out of it. I was still scared for my life for the first year. The second year I felt a LITTLE more comfortable going out. But still scared. Then after that 2nd year I finally felt STRONG and free. It takes TIME. But you can do it.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I’m sorry to hear you’re feeling this way. No man should ever make u feel this way. They should be doing the exact opposite for u. Remember you’re better without him and you’re a better person then him. For anyone to make u feel this way about yourself they are the problem no u. Always remember that momma! U gotta be strong for your child. She’s going to look to u to be strong right!! She needs u to teach her how to love and respect herself. If you’re around people who don’t love and respect u she will one day look for someone just like that. You’re teaching her how she’s can be treated by future people in her life ya know? If u wanna talk u can message me.