2 years ago today Abel had a big surgery to fix the bone cyst in his arm. I've never felt so useless…

2 years ago today Abel had a big surgery to fix the bone cyst in his arm. I've never felt so useless as a mom and I know when my hubby had to hold him down by the shoulders as he cried no I'm scared dada so he could be put under. I remember going nuts pacing back and forth in the waiting area with a little baby Bret who was about 2 months old. I remember walking into the room and seeing my little 5yr baby out cold with tubes in and out of his face. But I also remember how brave he was and how he kept me strong. A day I will never forget #momlife #myboy #myfighter