
I couldn’t fall asleep last night. I could feel my pulse in my forehead, it felt like my head was going to explode. Finding out that the event was canceled after months of planning, time, huge effort, and money makes me sick to my stomach. Magnolia made the right call but I’m just sad. Safety is obviously the most important thing here. It will all be okay eventually. There will be a sliver lining somewhere. ✨
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.