I have seen people on social media (I have done it myself) want to express something and post a photo of your real emotions, crying, or in pain, and then get called out. Sometimes, I don’t know how to express myself. 😨

I have been shaky, anxious, and nauseous for days. I have been trying to be happy while around my family, but my mind is racing so much and the room won’t stop spinning. Literally, I have to sit down because I am so dizzy and shaky. ❤️

I have two doctor appointments this week. The first one is with my OB. I have been in pain for a week and I have a biopsy next week (More about that later). *sigh* ❤️

Next, I have an appointment in SLC tomorrow to discuss my eye pain. Is it just a season of life? Is it just migraines? Why I haven’t received a good answer is beyond me. ❤️

You would never know that every step I have taken this week, I am shooting in pain (I’ll talk about it more when I have answers). You would never know that every step Jared is taking, he is shooting with pain. I have heard him over the last few months grunt in pain that both hips hurt not just one (He had reconstructive surgery 11 years ago). It is flaring up for him. I see him walk and I notice his hips hurt. I know this because I always stare at his butt 😘. I just can tell. ❤️

We feel like we are falling apart to be honest, but hey, at least we have each other to fall on. There are so many of YOU that are struggling too. We all have battles with emotions, Family, hormones, bullying, and so much more. My ❤️ is with you.

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