Trying to stay strong but I'm ready to break down I hate I want to cut I am 13 months clean 😭
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My worst ones are on my inner thigh she hasn't asked about them much but when she does I tell her my boo boos are healed
@katelynn that's mine as well I cant hide them and there gross so summer time and pool time he always ask
I haven't cut myself in six years, my wrist is so scared up that it keeps me from being a confident mother and human. One day my daughter will see them and think it's okay, when it's not. I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Stay strong. Your daughter needs you, safe and happy.
I understand this feeling, but don’t scar yourself up mama! Your baby girl wouldn’t want to see her mom hurting like that! Reach out to someone if you need to talk, there’s a ton of alternatives to self harm that will help you feel better. Go take a walk if you can to clear your head. I hope you get through whatever you’re going through ❤️
Sadly I can't go on a walk it's to cold and I don't have anyone to really talk to so I'm just in the back room crying
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Its so hard when that feeling comes but my son is 4 and asks why I have so many boo boos on my body and that's what keeps giving me the strength to not do it