I am trying not to get my hopes up with this faint positive is what I’m calling it. I’ve had faint positives before and…

I am trying not to get my hopes up with this faint positive is what I’m calling it. I’ve had faint positives before and then the next day or a few days later I would start bleeding. I have not talked to my doctor about it because we are not entirely ttc. I have other health issues at the moment that would jeopardize me and baby and I know the sooner I get the proper care the better off I will be. It’s just heartbreaking really to hear the same stuff over and over. I haven’t got positive reenforcement from any of my healthcare providers since I was first pregnant with my baby girl in 2018. I really do want it but going through everything else is just too much.