Being pregnant has helped me come to my senses that the people I'm closest to, my baby daddy, my mom, stepdad and gma are all negative af and hate to see me succeed. Every time I am trying to so something to better myself all of a sudden everyone needs something or has an attitude and cant help with my daughter anymore. when I'm silent with my plans or accomplishments they are so helpful. so basically as long as I'm stagnant I'm on their good side smh. Constantly being spoken down to and all the negativity towards me has been draining me for long enough. I promise to myself and my kids that I'm moving forward and not dealing with this anymore.