I’m ready for Christmas to be over. I’m tired of not sleeping, eating, and having crime scene…

I’m ready for Christmas to be over. I’m tired of not sleeping, eating, and having crime scene flashbacks. It’s such a painful holiday for me. All I can do is cook and push through. The four kids provide a little joy but I feel so empty and alone this time of year no matter how many people are around. I’m ready for 12/26