So a year ago today.. i woke up went to the bathroom took the test got back in bed with your dad... i didn’t wake him until i seen the second line come up. I jumped on him FULL of excitement! I carried the test EVERYWHERE with me! You’re my blessing even though you aren’t with us today love. I miss you so much. I miss the symptoms you gave me, i miss the mood swings, i miss getting up eating every hour 😫. You mean a lot to me.. even though we didn’t get to see your face or even know your gender. We had names for you ❤️ We had so many plans for you! I wish things were different i really do, i wish i could erase all my tears and stressing. I wish i could’ve been a better mother to you while carrying you love. I’m sorry about that, hurts me everyday. But You will forever be mommy’s 1st baby ❤️❤️🥺