I swear postpartum anxiety is the worst , I DONT sleep due to nightmares and being paranoid. I wake up about every hour and check my youngest twos breathing and then I go and make sure my older two are in bed and their doors are cracked so they can escape if something happened in the middle of the night like a fire , and then I check all my doors to make sure they are locked several times a night because I’m scared someone is going to break into my house while I’m asleep 🤦🏻♀️😭🥺 I’m going crazy waking up sweating and crying.
I know spreading wise , but I’m scared there’s gonna be a fire and them stuck in the room unable to get to me or hear them yelling 🥺
Being a mom is crazy , I’ve done this 4 times and I swear I freak out everytime like I’m a first time mom lol
@mskye4, I still get nervous whenever I don’t see my older son and he is 23 years old

I don’t know about early signs of labour but I’m sure I’m not going to make my due date 🤔🤷🏻♀️...
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Thank you ladies for making BB awesome! I’m sure I’m missing some so I’ll add more as I remember!
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
P.s safer to keep doors closed in case of a fire. Not open