I swear postpartum anxiety is the worst , I DONT sleep due to nightmares and being paranoid. I wake up about every hour and check my youngest twos breathing and then I go and make sure my older two are in bed and their doors are cracked so they can escape if something happened in the middle of the night like a fire , and then I check all my doors to make sure they are locked several times a night because I’m scared someone is going to break into my house while I’m asleep 🤦🏻‍♀️😭🥺 I’m going crazy waking up sweating and crying.