Idk what hurts the most that me and my sons are not loved by my own family or that they want nothing to do with my sons and me?. Ever since I’ve had both of my boys they’ve always belittled me and said hurtful things towards me and called me a piece of shit mom. They won’t take my sons anywhere with them but they’ll take my second nephew anywhere and buy him anything but when it comes to my sons, it’s like they go without. My nephews get all theses new toys and all my sons get is hand me down toys 😞😔
I see my family like photos of my nephews but won’t even like pictures of my sons on Facebook. Then after my sisters found out they was pregnant again, I was told straight to my face not to have anymore kids cause my second sister is pregnant with a girl and my it felt like my heart literally shattered when I was told. Sometimes I just feel like moving away, going off the grid and changing my number
It does not matter what your nephews get. Love seems to not be in the picture. The most important thing of all. If your children can not be accepted and loved then its a clear sign to move on. You love them the best you can. Yes, it hurts and sucks but do not let that drag you down in the long run. Your kids need you and your strength most of all. Not every family is a picture perfect Hallmark one. You do and make it the best way possible for yours💖