I’ve been giving the baby some formula here and there lately...I keep thinking about not…
I’ve been giving the baby some formula here and there lately...I keep thinking about not breastfeeding anymore but I keep going back and forth....she’s such a boob baby and I love it buy for some reason something in me keeps telling me to stop...idk what to do and idk why I’m having such mixed emotions
BunsInMyOven·
Why would you need to stop if you love it and she loves it??
M. P. ··
I don’t NEED to stop. Something is just telling me to. Like my brain says “okay you can stop now if you want” but my heart won’t let me. I have ppd and anxiety, my anxiety gets bad when I’m not with her because what if she needs me? Even though she has formula and breastmilk with her, she takes a bottle, formula and breastmilk in the bottle and my breast perfectly fine. It’s like we have a perfect world where she goes from bottle to breast and formula without any issues at all. It’s easier in the middle of the night to just grab her and put her on my boob and we just go back to sleep but for like a month I’ve been going back and forth with myself like this...
BunsInMyOven··
@bubbys.mommy, I’m sorry you’re struggling. That sounds very normal to be anxious about her needing you. She’s very brand new.
Melinda Westad·
You’re doing amazing! Stay strong and don’t doubt yourself. It’s hard in the beginning but it’ll get easier.
M. P. ··
Thanks 💕
Your Worst Nightmare 😘·
I’ve done it 4 yrs it’s easier then washing bottles 🤷🏼♀️ I only planned on doing it two weeks but here we are lol plus they put bad shit in the formula