Could i just go back to December 12,2018 when i got my first positive pregnancy test? I’m not okay at all, i want my baby back, i want another chance... i stressed so much because of what my family put me through i blamed myself for months. I still do... almost a year later and i’m still lost. I cried everyday from all the stress i was put under, then on top of that I was being used by my own mother. I promise once god gives me another chance to carrying life i will cherish that life with everything in ME. Until we meet again 👼🏾
Had my OB appointment this morning and he wants me to have another C-Section 🙄 apparently the chances of me having a successful VBAC is under 50% .. I still want to try for one though 😐
So I wanted to name my daughter Serenity & then my brother & parents called me after they had a whole house meeting saying the name “wouldn’t get her a job”.. now I’m back to square one 🙄
I’m sorry but I’m still not circumcising my son 🤷🏽♀️ and I don’t care what anyone has to say about it either cause it’s not right to me. That’s their decision to make.
My significant other hasn’t been to one appt. am I crazy for being bothered about it? I’m already depressed I’m having another baby. I didn’t even want anymore. I feel like I don’t have the support I need.
I’m tired of my family bringing me tying my tubes up, as convinced as I am right now that I don’t want another child, I’m still young and I’m afraid that I’ll regret it later on. People seriously need to back off and let others do whatever the hell they want with their life.
Do you see a therapist? That helped me so much after I lost my first one! Stuff happens ik it's fair but its not your fault I did the blame game for a while too but you didnt do it!