Whenever I stand up I feel like it's pushing down is this a sign of something or is it nothing to worry about
I felt my first pushing down from around 35 weeks. He didn't come until 39+2. I wouldn't say it's anything to worry about, they can be engaged for ages before they come. Baby is still getting ready in there :) I know it feels like you've been waiting forever but trust me it's worth the wait. Good luck! X

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Baby is low down that's what they keep saying. It's head down ready and it's my body that isn't doing anything to deliver said baby.