I have try trade schools and I never succeed with them now I’m in college I can’t speak to my mother…

I have try trade schools and I never succeed with them now I’m in college I can’t speak to my mother about it because she’s like oh god you and your school talk.... I’m trying my best to be done but she always put me down all my life I have always put down by others I won’t let them get to me at all . Yes it took me long enough to realize.