So I’m in the process of moving out of the only city I’ve known as home. It’s a new process to me.…

So I’m in the process of moving out of the only city I’ve known as home. It’s a new process to me. And I’m 5 (almost 6) weeks postpartum.

I’ll be living with my in laws for a bit which will be interesting.. but anyway, I found a job I want to apply to. It’s not perfect but it goes along with what I wanted to do so I want to apply, buuuut I won’t have child care set up yet (I’m not expecting my MIL to watch Oliver and Elliott, plus she smokes cigarettes so I don’t want her being around Elliott all day). I know I’m going to need a job soon, but I’m trying to decide if I can apply for this job and see how it goes, or if I should wait until I know I can have child care and then start looking for work. It’s a tough decision.