VENTING because inhave no one to talk to.
VENTING because inhave no one to talk to.
I am a good person. I care about others more then myself. I do for others even if they do me wrong. I go to church. I grew up in church going 3x a week. I grew up with my parents in love. I grew up seeing a good family and i was apart of a good family. And this is the hand God dealt me with. No way am i mad at God. Im mad at myself because i cant get away for my kids sake for the most part. I dont know how to. Im just so tired of being disreapected or to be laughed at or eyes roll because of my feelings. This is not what God intended for me. But im preceeded as someone who is hard to deal with or someone who isnt nice. Im always nice until i cant take something anymore and i have for 2 ina half years till i just couldnt anymore and its been of 4 years all together. And i am far beyond that point. I have lost myself. Then i have my parents basically being lied to about everything. Now they think im the problem or a problem and i just cant deal with any of it. I feel like packing up and going far away.
Kayla·
Мама двоих (младенец)
I am going through the same thing. If you need someone to talk to you can message me.
Amanda··
Мама троих детей
Thank you.. Same to you.
mybabybear ·
Мама сына (5 лет)
I know it’s easier said than done. But this is your life. If want of the situation you need to start planning a way out and a plan to sustain yourself once you’re out. Small steps at a time. Otherwise you’re going to be stuck for many more years. What do you think the first step should be? I was in the same boat until I said enough is enough.
Amanda··
Мама троих детей
Need to find out how i can financially support me and 3 kids alone. Honestly thats the biggest reason i havent left. Also for the fact that hes a good dad and my daughter loves him. And he has no where to go. I mean he has family and a house. But is renting his house out. This is my problem i always thinking of him and not myself.
mybabybear ··
Мама сына (5 лет)
I see you have a 2 month old still 😕that makes it even harder. For me though I had my parents help and I went back to school and I was able to sustain myself that way. You have no family to help?
Amanda··
Мама троих детей
here and there yea. My parents are more caught up in their life. I would feel weird asking for help
🌸GoodVibeTribe🌸·
So sorry you’re in this spot love. Please inbox me if you need to talk! 💕
Amanda··
Мама троих детей
Thank you.
Heather·
Here if u need to talk girl!
Amanda··
Мама троих детей
Thank you