
October 15th infant awareness loss ... I had a misscarriage it was the hardest thing ever and now whenever October 15th comes around it hard for me and I end up really emotional and pissy mood and not wanting to talk or be touched or anything and my son is my rainbow baby and I'm so proud to be his mom I love him a lot
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I had my first miscarriage 4 years ago. It was Dec 10th 2015. I was 8 weeks but i wanted that baby more then anything. About 7 months later i got pregnant with my second son. He is my rainbow baby. Now im pregnant with baby 3 and I've been trying to take good care of myself. I have a good feeling so far 🙏🙏