I think I'm traumatized and I have nobody to share my feelings with rn. So for the past 3 years on October 10th or 12th (which is my bday) something unforgettable happens.
I'm actually nervous about tomorrow through this weekend. I'm praying nothing bad happens. But I can't help but think something bad will happen.
I understand exactly how you feel. I feel the same way about Valentines Day. 2016, we found out my FIL had terminal lung cancer, 2017 we all came down with a stomach virus. 2018, my golden retriever suddenly passed away. I dreaded Valentines Day so much this year to the point I was having major anxiety about it. The day passed and nothing happened, but I know I’m going to be nervous against next year. Prayers that your birthday this year is uneventful and happy.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Thank u! Yea something dramatic seems to happen. 2016 my parents and my husband and I got evicted. We all moved in with my sister. 2017 I almost was driven off a cliff. 2018 became evicted again... Idk whst this yr brings. Nervous for sure!