Guys I'm having a really hard time right now. I'm at such a low point in my life that I've actually thought about admitting myself to a hospital. I am always crying, my thoughts are terrible and destructive. Generally I feel like completely giving up and quitting. I feel like a failure to my 2 year old and to this new baby. My baby dad isnt supportive at all and I've been trying to leave on top of that. I just feel like giving up. I'm supposed to work today but I dont even know if I can do it. The thought makes me want to harm something.
Same ...therapists get payed to tell u shit from a book and pills don’t do shit but make it worse .I changed a lot in my life for stuff to change it just depends on what the issues are
Call in. Take a mental health day. Call your doctor Monday
Take the day off from work if you need to. I’m sorry you’re feeling like this, girl. I’ve been there. Please talk to your doctor like the other ladies have suggested. Things can and will improve.
You need to advise your dr on how you feel. That way they can help and provide you with the proper care.
Do you have a friend or family member you can talk to and get support and help from?
@mommylexi, well that’s shitty. I’m sorry you are going through this. I hope most of it is hormones from being pregnant but violent thoughts are never good. Speak with your dr about how your feeling. Admitting it is a very big step and now you just need to find the right support
@supermomof4 I think I'm going to call today and see what she says. Thank you though and it's been this way since before I got pregnant it's just worse now
@mommylexi, you are doing the right thing! I hope you get the help you need and I’m here if you ever need to talk
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I am in the same exact boat. It really is rough, I'm sorry you're going through this.