@bunsinmyoven you're welcome and thank you, yes it honestly has been I have my mom but my father was the one I could call and ask anything it's like she doesn't know nothing lol. I feel like I lost a piece of my heart, some days it doesn't seem real they say is five stages of grief I'm only on the first one. smh, the funny thing is my kids loved my father so I know my new baby would have been crazy about him too. My baby just started smiling all the time laughing and smiling in his sleep I found myself talking to the baby asking him if he see grandad. The funny thing is he's stubborn just like my dad already.

@theirmommytiara, it’s so hard😢 sending you hugs. I feel this way ab my grandma all the time. I can see her house from my kitchen window and think of how much crap she’d have given me for my daughter’s names 😂 she was a highly opinionated woman w a super thick French accent. I love how we can see pieces of our loved ones in our kids tho. Definitely a sweet tribute to the people we love.

Hang in there mama❤️

@bunsinmyoven that was my father too he said how he felt and didn't care if anybody felt some type of way about it lol... the crazy part is I miss when he used to get mad at me and my siblings he would fuss at us. I hated it when he was living now I miss it. Grandmother's are a gift from God. You hang in there as well we have to remember they're in a better place and one day we will reunite with our loved ones.