I am physically & emotionally drained. With all my sons appointments for development therapy his soon hearing test. And speech therapy and well the possible autism. Aside from this not being able to keep up with my house hold, feeling like my daughter doesnt get enough attention, being a stay at home mom.. I feel like I'm trying to fix everything, I cried this morning because my son threw a ceramic pumpkin that I bought at the 99cent store. I damn pumpkin, a decorative pumpkin.. I'm taking day by day. But today is one if those days were I'm just overwhelmed!